WE GOT SO CLOSE BUT THEN WE GOT SO FAR FROM HAPPINESS

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 17:54:10 GMT

Hey. Yeah i havent been on in a long time and i probalbly wont but here are some new pictures of me and mell if you would like to look at them. to all my friends i miss u so much. Call me all someitme 775 4867

I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!

:(

Heather- The lonely soul.

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 01:33:19 GMT

hey

i no longer have internet so i wont be on....

hit the cell....734 775 4867

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 22:53:02 GMT

HOLA ! well today was a pretty good day...well except for the fdact that i pretty much was almost gonna gauge my eyes out, i had a allergic reaction so i snezzed alot and itched my eyes till i had gotten huge bubbles on my eyes. well me and mellanie went to tieras graduation party at willow park. we were fashionably late but who cares we showed up. considering we were the only frineds of hers to show up. well i cut mells bangs this morning and i cut mine they look pretty good. the party was fun. ill be at mells till tomorrow night or maybe monday.. u can call me today and tomorrow casue i have free weekends, 775-4867. tomorrow is stephs party i hope i dont have the same reaction. that will be horrible.

well tootle loo loves.

♥ Heather Lyn Kowalski

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 14:53:18 GMT

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 13:38:20 GMT

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! what a day this is gonna be. we have a half a day im in my last class gettng ready to take my exam. im gonna miss so many people this year. its gonna be a busy summer. but hey u gotta do what you gotta do. me mell cori and veronica are all planing on a camping trip which will be super cool considering were gonna take bud and beer and shit. yes yes yes, that will be the highlight of my summer. hehe. well were getting ready to take my exam i love you all. have a safe summer.

<3 Heather

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:42:07 GMT

hell yeah lol. ;)

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:32:38 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Heather
Birthday:	August 16th
Birthplace:	Lincoln Park Michigan
Current Location:	New Boston
Eye Color:	blue brown hazel green
Hair Color:	BLACK
Height:	5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	???
The Shoes You Wore Today:	green chuck taylors.
Your Weakness:	his eyes :(
Your Fears:	SPIDERS!
Your Perfect Pizza:	mushrooms, peperoni and bacon.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	To get threw my 320 hours of cosmotology.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	WFT ASSHOLE!@
Thoughts First Waking Up:	damn i have to get up.
Your Best Physical Feature:	my eyes and boobs.
Your Bedtime:	umm whenever i pass out.
Your Most Missed Memory:	me mickey and joey smokin together.
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mc donalds to be correct on spelling.
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	depends icecream or choclate?
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	ys
Do you Swear:	yes offten
Do you Sing:	yes in the shower DUH
Do you Shower Daily:	omg yes!
Have you Been in Love:	yeah...sucks.
Do you want to go to College:	goin to tristate beauty right now.
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	no
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	yes
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	o hell yes i sleep better.
Do you play an Instrument:	nope.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes lastnight lol.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	yes lol.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nopers
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope dont like them
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	GAG!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	not yet still kinda cold.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yes.
Ever been Drunk:	yes many times.
Ever been called a Tease:	heheheh ;)
Ever been Beaten up:	yes but i beat their ass
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	hmmm idk normaly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	im not sure yet. i have time to think about it.
What country would you most like to Visit:	europe
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	black
Short or Long Hair:	medium
Height:	taller then 5'5
Weight:	no more then 200
Best Clothing Style:	punk rock
Number of Drugs I have taken:	3
Number of CDs I own:	more then 50
Number of Piercings:	nipples, gauged ears top ear. second holes
Number of Tattoos:	1 a butter fly.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	one :X ever falling inlove.
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Mon, 06 Jun 2005 18:15:02 GMT

this weekend rocked out fuckin loud. lol. well went to my unclesretirement party and tore it up on the dance floor with my aunt susie lol. she taught me the box trot. lol. yes. i know ima nerd. well then i went strait to my aunts afterwords and her kids went to my house it was nice to party with my aunt without kyle and ryan there. i tlaked to mell on the phone till like 3:30 on and off it was nice.

well saturday mellanie came over we hung out side for a while and then took roxxiee up to the high school and walked her around the track. i called tom. :) and talked to him for a while sence i havent talked to him in a long time. we also called garrett dylan and my dad 50 times :P lol. pisses him off.

sunday we went back to my house and we layed out side and watched movies which consited of are we there yet friday after next and meet the fockers.

today im at school. whooppppieee... lol. well yeah 3 more days!! THEIR HALF DAYS TOO HEHEH!!! cant wait but ima miss so many people :(hmm well ima go back to my house later my little cousins shoould still be there cause yeah my uncle had surgery today. so i think ima take them to the pool:) :)

well i love you all.

Heather

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 18:28:34 GMT

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Fri, 03 Jun 2005 18:15:11 GMT

HAPPPPPYYYYY FRRRRIIIIIDAYYY!!!

lol yes today is friday. no clue what im gonna no but i DO know that i want to PARRRTTTAAAYYY like and animal,hehe casue u all know that i do... i also hold my alcohol well. lol. my cousins are coming overon sunday becasue my uncle has surgary very early monday moning. ever sence his 1st back surgery 6 years ago everything has been getting worse. so i hope that maybe after the next 2 surgerys everything will be ok. yeah.... well anyways. HEHE I LOVE YA!!!

TOOTLES !!

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 18:25:17 GMT

today is thursday. boring. feel like shit. hopefully ima go shopping when i get home... smoke some grass :-D hehe wih my brother and then go shopping. went to my cosmo meeting yesterday. i start school june 21st and get out august 12th for the summer. i go tuesday threw saturday. yeah :-\ kinda sucks. my summer is gone but it beats paying 6,000 for the corse after high school.

POST CARD JUNKIE!!!! JOIN IT!!! <3

g2g

Heather

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 18:39:29 GMT

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:57:32 GMT

well today is wednesday. my brothers 8th grade graduation is today....well were not going were just gonna drop him off considering i have my COSMOTOLOGY MEETING!!!! YAY! yes lol i got in and i am so excited. i just cant wait to start the only thing bad is i have to go to it all hrew summer which means most of my summer is gone :( i go to school every day except mondays and sundays. well yes so i am going shopping after school to get something nice to wear cause my dad is like psh... you kno.

well i have othe stuff to do so lata fools.

♥ Heather

Fri, 27 May 2005 18:24:35 GMT

Today.......is the last day for seniors. :( we almost cried in 4th hour becasue russ isnt graduating but sence hes a seior he can leave today and just come back next year. well its sad casue we were expecting him for a nother week. so its kinda sad. but besides that im not that sad. welll. yes. FRIDAY!!! ITS FRIDAY!!! FUCK YES~~!!!!1 were doing stupid shit. so its bored. this weekend i belive im still gonna go to my aunts.... or i might go to tech fest which should be so fuckin sweet. i dont know last year it was packed like a bitch, i dont know what its gonna be like this year but im like itching to just get high as hell go there and party with my friends. well ima go.

love me miss me

Heather

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:42:15 GMT

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Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger, strength,
power, and determination as well as passion and
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SWEET SHIT!

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:17:01 GMT

Well.....today was a pretty damn good day! nothing really bad happend. alota good things. let just hope when i get home he will be there and it will be even better. yeah well. today ima go home and sleep. hmm yeah, maybe maybe not. who knows. they might have something fun for me to do HAHAH! not. lol well we'll probably just lay around and chill if any one comes over anyways. This weekend is Memorial weekend, so there for we have monday off. im pretty sure im just gonna go to my aunts and chill. sleep in her yard and lay on the trampoline and look at the stars.
When we come back to school i have finals. and no im not looking froward to them...but yeah who is. k well ima jet. ima go bore myself with something else.

Heather

Tue, 24 May 2005 18:31:12 GMT

ohmyhomicide BUST FRIEND..... yes she is ladys and gental men. check her out!

well yeah going home to try and fix my computer. kinda bull shit. o yeah and to all you little bitches....that want to comment to my journal and say bull shit. ha ur funny. you think ur gonna ruin my day or something? nope. just goes to show who is lame and imature. yeah so whatever. try and start shit....yes i understand u dont have a life.

well anyways. i have to go pick up my brother after school. then were going to go somewhere with my faja...so leave it love me

<3 Heather

Mon, 23 May 2005 18:41:52 GMT

I HAVE NO INTERNET!!! AHHH!!!!

:( :( :( i have no internet, hopefully soon to have it back. so if you were wondering why i havent been on aim or i havent updated thats why.

well nothing moe to say. my weekend was good. went to my aunts did shit there and the mell came to my aunts saturday and we walked up to canton highschool and layed on their track mats and meet a guy....never did ask him his name lol.

well its almost time to go. love u all much

Heather.

Fri, 20 May 2005 18:07:46 GMT

im in school. its friday. my computer is broken :(

well i keep digging myself into this hole. im never gonna be able to get out. i have been digging it deeper and deeper. i just keep falling back inlove with him. i know its not gonna happen. but i just cant get him outta my head everywhere i go something reminds me of something we did together or something that he really likes.

i dont know anymore.

Thu, 19 May 2005 18:42:00 GMT

well....

lets start offa t sayin i have a fuckin broken nose. my brother and i got in a big fight and we beat the living shit out of each other. yeah didnt really solve anyhitng except making it a even bigger issue with my family. ::sighs:: i just wish that all this would stop. i mean. i so sick of being hurt or crying.

well enough with that. i cut my own hair on monday it looks pretty awsome. i mean this is why ima take cosmotology lol.

well im in 6th hour.. my computers being a douche bag. :-\ ill write whhen i can.

love you all much please dont delete me off friends i just dont have time no more.

<3 Heather

Tue, 17 May 2005 18:40:18 GMT

You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.

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Mon, 16 May 2005 17:56:56 GMT

dude! FRIDAY NIGHT WAS THE FUCKIN SHIT!
Chesterfeild bridge cd relese party was fuckin sweet as hell. Autoreverse and rotation was also there. let me tell ya. this was one of the greatest nights ever. Me and mellanie were the only girls in the moshpit for like the fist band and half of the second.! i had so much fun. i have bruses all over my body and on my elbow. IM THE

MOSHPIT FUCKIN PRINCESS!

lol thats the name that my fuckin dad gave me lol when i told him about it. Brian and bj had to pick me off the floor... and garrett did once lol. my butt hurt so bad....

yeha it was a great time. glad i got to spend it with my friends. <3 thanks everyone who made my night fun.

<3 Heather

Fri, 13 May 2005 18:37:53 GMT

TONIGHT IS!!!!! CHESTERFEILD BRIDGE SHOW!!!! yippie :)

its gonna be so much fun. alot of my frineds ar goin. so it will be ALOTTA fun lol. were gonna rock out hard core and be all up in hte mosh pit and shit lol. :) i cant wait to go its gonna be all super and shit. i mean hell yeah were gonna have so much fun :) hehe idk im just so excited

love you all

Heather

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Thu, 12 May 2005 18:35:05 GMT

well i havent wrote in a long time.

My frineds mom died on the 10th. What was really dumb.... she said she didnt want us to come to the funeral becasue she didnt think it was a good idea for her frineds to come. WTF i have been her friend for 7th year! aint that some shit. i wasnt goin for everyone else, i was going to support her cause shes my bestfriend. i was really upset when she told me she didnt think it was a good idea for me to come. but thats over now.

tomorrow is friday im goin to the Chesterfeild bridge show. its gonna rock like fuck ! lol.

ill write when i can

♥

Sat, 07 May 2005 14:57:57 GMT

well lets see. im sitting home on a saturday afternoon. my brother went over to davids and im siting here casuse my mom wants me to est. i mean dan i went to the hospital wednesday. and she still wants me to fuckin rest.

grr...i still do have the pains tho.

yesterday miceky came over for a while which was really nice. <3 i dont feel good.

i odnt know what ima do today... so ill write later tonight.

<3 Heather